Unwanted Answers

I hate when you're dying to know something,

but once you've found it, you'd rather not know.

Not because it's disturbing or unpleasant,

but because you've got it all figured out in your head

and the given answer doesn't match.

When your understandings of reality don't match

and you feel like you're losing someone.

(someone who is essentially you in another person 

but somehow more interesting and cooler than you are)

I start college in 9 days.

What the fuck.